I love being horribly straightforward. I love sending reckless text messages (because how reckless can a form of digitized communication be?) and telling people I love them and telling people they are absolutely magical humans and I cannot believe they really exist. I love saying, “Kiss me harder,” and “You’re a good person,” and, “You brighten my day.” I live my life as straight-forward as possible.
Because one day, I might get hit by a bus.
Maybe it’s weird. Maybe it’s scary. Maybe it seems downright impossible to just be—to just let people know you want them, need them, feel like, in this very moment, you will die if you do not see them, hold them, touch them in some way whether its your feet on their thighs on the couch or your tongue in their mouth or your heart in their hands.
But there is nothing more beautiful than being desperate.
And there is nothing more risky than pretending not to care.
We are young and we are human and we are beautiful and we are not as in control as we think we are. We never know who needs us back. We never know the magic that can arise between ourselves and other humans.
We never know when the bus is coming.”
Hey! That’s so funny that you ask, because a girl that I’ve become good friends with on my floor is from Canada! Yes, SJSU is a great school and it has some amazing professors, and the campus is pretty nice. But in all honesty, I’ve already started thinking about transferring after completing my GE classes (probably after 2 years), just because the classes are SO impacted, making it really hard for students to graduate in 4 years.
However, it really depends on what program you’re in and various other things. As far as expenses go, the tuition is very reasonable compared to UC and private colleges. I hope this helps! :)
Got to go visit my grandparents this weekend! I brought all my dirty laundry and my grandma washed it for me, then my sister and I went to the pool and relaxed.
First week of college: done!
i’m not “cute” awkward.
i’m “what the hell is wrong with you” awkward.
Next time you make fun of someone for constantly posting selfies or progress pictures, maybe stop and think for a second about why they are doing it. Self love and self respect are looked down upon because it’s considered vain and narcissistic. How about fuck you, because I’m still alive and I’m still fighting and I’m proud of how far ive come. Recovery is NOT easy. Recovery is a choice that people have to continually choose every single day. So think before you judge. Think before you speak. Think before you act. Because everybody is fighting a battle you know nothing about. #fitness #fit #fitspo #recovery #edrecovery #muscle #happiness #bodybuilding #health #workout #girlswholift #girlswithmuscle #motivation #inspiration #iifym #progress
it’s like my second day of college
and i already love myself more than i ever did in high school
i refuse to be shamed for having a body. i refuse to get embarrassed when a tampon falls out of my purse or spend a whole day anxious about if someones going to notice that i forgot to shave a patch of leg hair. i wasnt put on this earth to spend my time apologizing for my existence and i refuse to let anyone make me feel like i have to waste my energy on all that petty shit